Darkness
Sitting in the darkness and wandering when it’ll get better doesn’t change your life.
It’s when you get up and fight back that helps.
Until the day you know you’ve lost never give up
Cause the day you give up is the day the darkness consumes you.
I hate..
I hate his arms around me I hate the fact I need him I hate his presence the safety I feel I hate his lips I hate hearing him say my name or that he loves me I hate his mannerisms I hate that he was there for me when I needed him most I hate depending on him and I hate his lies I hate the promises he made but broke I hate him I hate myself for loving him but mostly I hate the day I met him and the day he broke down my walls so yes I hate him if that’s hate I hate him I hate that if he apologized I’d take him back I hate his smile and his eyes I hate when he worries about me I hate when he thinks about me I hate when he’s right and im wrong I hate when he makes me laugh when no one else can I hate that he knows me better than anyone else I hate that he makes me weak I hate that I fell for him. And most importantly I hate that he left and put me through this.
Love
Love is thinking about that person before even thinking about yourself Love is when you whole day is made because their happy Love is smiling at the thought of them Love is kissing them and never getting tired of it Love is long walks And short playful fights love is needing them near you every second of the day…LOVE well loves and addiction. Youll only understand this if your truely in Love.
THE LAST ONE….
The Last One…
The girl whos always picked last;
The girl whos always loved last;
The girl whos always friend zoned;
Well she EVER be picked FIRST…
known as beautiful?
Loved by many?
Hated by none?
Taken by one?
Well she ever have that…?
The girl whos loved last..
Can she just once be the girl thats loved first?
My own Personal High…
My Own Personal High..
The feeling i get when he walks by
My heart it stops and it pulmits into the pit of my stomach
I freeze and hope he doesn’t notice
I blush and i look directly down
I pray he doesnt know hes my everything
Just the feeling of his lips against mine
It makes me melt inside
And i get weak
My head spins and i have the feeling of weightlessness
Its great i feel like flying
I dont want to come down
I want this to last forever
Why cant this last forever?
This feeling my personal high
Hes my drug
The only one ill ever need
Maybe one day ill be able to tell him
My own personal drug
That i want him
That i NEED him
But for now he’ll just be
What he’s always been
My Natural High…
My amazing sister Jordan D. Crum gave me this title thankies hone i love you!!!
Love..
Love..
If love is both destructive
And happy
How do we know how its
Going to end?
It could end horribly bad or
It could make you happy forever
But love doesn’t exist and
Neither does forever
So never fall in love and
Never give in
Because if you do i hope you
Like loneliness sadness and depression
Because thats all your going to get
Once you go your never coming back
So never love and
Youll be happy
